OKAY, FINE. SO I REALLY NEED YOU.
I NEED YOU TO BE THERE FOR ME.
I NEED YOU TO TALK TO ME.
I NEED YOU TO CHEER ME UP WHEN I'M DOWN.
I NEED YOU TO BE THE WILL THAT KEEPS ME GOING.
I NEED YOU TO JUST SMILE.
I NEED YOUR LOVE.
BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU.
BECAUSE EVERYTHING I DO NOW IS LIFELESS.
LIKE I'M JUST AN EMPTY BODY WITHOUT A SOUL.
THERE'S NO ONE TO KEEP ME GOING.
THERE'S NO ONE TO TALK TO.
THERE'S NO ONE TO LOVE ME.
THERE'S NO ONE TO LIVE FOR.
I'M REALLY DEPRESSED NOW.
AND YOU STILL IGNORE ME.
JUST SAYING HI WILL DO.
LOVE IS SELFISH.
AND I HAVE TO BE SELFISH SOMETIMES TOO.

i know what i've said last time.
but what i'm feeling now is different.
they are still partly true.
but half not.

but there isn't half a thing i can do to salvage this.
that's why i won't.
that's why i hope you won't want me to hate you.
because i won't.

i just want you to talk to me.
don't ignore me.
it makes me feel worse.