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Lost days, pictures fade.
just so useless.
Saturday, March 13, 2010

today's shooting really cmi lah.
there was that thingy blocking my foot on the ground.
and then my moving target got problem de!
but i guess mainly the fault was mine.

i feel so inferior.
so useless.
so stupid.

i can't do anything right.
i'm just a failure at everything.
i think i almost *cried* halfway.
i really felt that i was so useless.

i'm not disappointed at myself being lousy.
i'm disappointed at myself letting down the team.

i really didn't have the mood to eat with the others later.
but well, they cheered me up :D

the weirdest shooting gang ever - but bonded by the strongest bonds.
this is who i am.
this is what i want to work hard for.

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i wonder how it feels like when lips touch.