You won't understand how this loneliness feels like.
You won't.

You get his heartwarming smile yet I get nothing from you.

Maybe its because you ask for it, and I don't.
Because I don't want to bother you.

But, unknowingly you're just growing more attached to him.

You say you don't want to get into a relationship, yet you still like him somehow.
And I'm sure you're not content with just seeing him.

So what if you say you're just friends with him now?
I know you still like him, you're just simply denying that.
And there's nothing you will do about it, because everything you do just reinforces that fact.

You're just a lie.

And I tell myself I don't like you anymore.
Yet, my heart knows its not true.
I still do.