Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes what you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes of as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow". You mudy live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness, and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today.

and i'll fall into the shadows

cheer me up please

holidays ending! cl orals approaching! die!

lalalalalala went to seoul garden today with those crazy people from 6/1

my throat and mouth is hurting like a bitch now... :(

dear god,

i hope.

helloooooo.

ehhhh its 26 more minutes to my birthday :p !!

Its been a year.

Hello.

i guess i'm not that important to you anymore.

1 more week till school reopens!

yknow the feeling of keeping all those problems in your heart is so uncomfortable, i shall just write out everything that's on my mind right now, everything that might have an impact on my life in one way or another, thats tearing my mind apart, right here, right now.

you know somehow it hurts to hear you talk about the person you loved

my messenger! cool right? i know :D

sometimes you don't need anything, but just some time alone.

Too bored to think of a title so I just wrote what was playing right nowwwwwwwwww

i give up blogging! cause its like damn ma huan and so routine which i hate alot, so maybe every once in a blue moon i might come and write the usual shit i do but for now i guess i'm too sick of blogging. ah well there's always something nicer called tumblr :D

SORRY PEOPLE I NEVER POST LATELY CAUSE I'M TOO DAMN LAZY D:

wow. don't believe haha!

life's so depressing nowadays, its hard to carry a smile all the time anymore.

heheh i don't recall how i got this picture, but well it makes me smile everytime :D

another one! :)

bleh :)

watch me waste my life away.

oral's tomorrow! panic :/ ahhhh anyway today after school Arthur suddenly stomped towards our class in a rage .__. Haven't seemed him so serious and mad in a while. Oh well I was asleep almost the entire history lesson :X

lol i just chanced upon the STATS section of my blog and found that got 2 views of my blog through and iPhone :O

*sniffs*

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down
Down

Before you met me I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February, you'll be my valentine
Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back.

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now, baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back.

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back.

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now, baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back.

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now, baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back.

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)

i feel miserable.

its just one or two sentences thats all. there's not much to say anymore. its like alot has changed. its just such a pity. sighs. its times like this that i really regret. so many things.

Time passes. Memories fade. Feelings change. People leave. But hearts never forget.

— Cherlynn Shakespeare

so many things to do, so little time left.

theres a lie in believe

and an end in friend

The next statement is true. The previous statement is false.

think about it.

school starting tomorrow!

idk but today i walking home suddenly realise something. that maybe i shouldn't have been so naive. ahh anyway i hope that feeling would stay and i won't turn back on my words (:

i never really thought i'd miss everything so much.

woo i just noticed i have 222 posts. anyway it should be 223 now. ah who cares.

ahh i think i hate weekends other than the fact that i can wake up at like 10 or 11 or smth.


sleep sleep sleep wake up eat watch tv internet internet internet internet eat internet internet internet homework internet internet eat internet internet internet sleep sleep sleep wake up go to school.

hi i just realised i sent less than 100 texts in the previous week.

cause anyone hardly replies .__________.

sometimes life is just like that. things just happen when you least expect them to, and then your life becomes a whole lot different. still everything carries on, and nothing waits for you to catch up. adapt slowly and you'll just be left behind, time waits for no man.

nxt says i should buy a present in 1 month and 18 days' time. well idk. i still feel like it hasn't been long since.

i definitely will miss being able to see you smile next year.

cause my grades are falling like hell.

i want you, mcflurry ): its been like a week since we've parted from each other. anyway i must save some $$$ so its worth it! resist temptation! (:

today art lesson very fun :D xiaoxuan laoshi :$ mrs pang! hahaha! ms chia like no words say alr lol! haha anyway i stayed back to do art today and now i'm only left with blending some small small parts (: its 99.9999999999999% complete yo!

and i shall buy a new bag!

jiji shooting damn cute :$

today saw netball peepo at our parade square and taught of janice hahahahahahah!

random post title :O

it makes sense to me though (:
ahhhhhhhh anyway chinese test on tues! not ready as always. wo zhun bei fail le T^T haiyyyyy. shortie's homework got alot! arthur abit only (: still don't want wear new specs..... eye pain o.o

nothing to write lah!

written by a guy

Girls need to realise this.

We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys.

We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys.

But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there.

We don’t care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you.
But at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2am.

Also, when we tell you you’re pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don’t tell us we’re wrong.

We’ll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don’t be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

Let us pay for you!
don’t ‘feel bad’
We enjoy doing it.

It’s expected.

Smile and say ‘thank you’.

Kiss us when no one’s watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed.

You don’t have to get dressed up for us.

If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s.

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don’t take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don’t get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us .

It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that .

Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’
i’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy’ or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin’ i woulndnt like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population & find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes ….and say ‘I love you’ ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys reblog this if you agree.
Girls reblog this if you think it’s cute.

Every guy who isn’t a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii idk what to write these days, maybe i should just note the random things that happen to me these few days!

positive!

-getting new specs!
-shooting range got this new green tea smell!
-mum is going overseas!
-basketball is fun!
-soccer more fun!
-watched people wash their euphonium!
-hashbrowns from stall 2 are awesome!

negative!

-huiwen is scary when she is high/pmsing
-doubliew is taken ):
-keep sleeping in class nowadays.
-lots of homework overdue.
-mr singh caught me drinking milo outside range today!

yin wei zai wo xin mu zhong, mei you ren neng dai biao ni.

我接着写　把永远爱妳写进诗的结尾
妳是我唯一想要的了解

thanks people for letting this song stick in my head.

anyway. i think my new hairstyle looks funny. stupid fringe so short! faster grow leyyyyyyy. oh and i went to the optician today :D haha new specs!

mum going overseas dad this weekend. not coming back till next year. sighs.

my life is fuxxxxxxked up right now. someone tell me what to do.

and you. hope you get well soon.

gonna go bathe and then take MRT to AMK Hub to meet eijuy!

still thinking about what to wear and what flowers rr will help me buy for jiji.

heavy.


i miss how we were.

and the sun goes down.

ahhhhhhhhh. this stupid wound on my leg that i got today is killing me. anyway the sun is going down down down.

OH YEAH I NEED TO WRITE THIS.
TODAY WHEN I WALKING TO SCHOOL THAT TIME, SUDDENLY I SAW A SHADOW FOLLOWING ME ON THE GROUND. AS I WALKED FASTER THE SHADOW ALSO WALK FASTER. THEN I DON'T DARE TURN AROUND. THEN I ALMOST RAN BUT THEN THE SHADOW STARTED WALKING IN THE OTHER DIRECTION. I TURNED AROUND AND SAW THAT IT WAS AN AUNTIE. BUT SHE WAS REALLY BEHAVING WEIRDLY AND I'M DAMN FREAKED OUT. D:

i've done nothing this long weekend.

.______.

You're waiting for a train. A train that will take you far away. You can't be sure where it will take you. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.

today was super slack day (:
morning idk why but just can't wake up. alarm ring then sleep, ring then sleep. but i still woke up haha. then see phone got one message from J. she say she at sch alr @ 5.30am :O shocked.

then go school, i wondering got anyone will wear ihero mah. later i like out of the ordinary haha. today no lessons :D but quite boring. oh yeah and the hk people i saw one chio one. first row, third from the left. mmm band performance quite nice i guess. the piano singing guy damn zai haha. oh and i sat beside a japanese girl during the performance, her sitting position kope until my space ):

then chiong to amk hub after school watch inception :B but then amk hub like flooded like that. so go jubilee after eating at macs. the cinema like damn small and damn old like that. the people selling popcorn actually have to usher at the same time. wth :O

inception quite nice! the plot very unique and interesting, really complicated. the ending damn stupid though :/ the stupid top keep spinning idk whether got drop anot!

haha i think after watching inception, everytime we dream will be like "am i in a dream?" and wonder if got people controlling you. hope got inception 2 ((((((:

( ̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ ) Plaster oO

anyway anyway anyway.

i'll look forward to the future.
all thats behind, shall be left behind.

i won't think about it anymore.

maths test today was retardedddddd (: the questions in front like so damn easy but behind i think like 40251390581384 brain cells die alr. anyway i think i random do all the fill in the box one, and others half-heartedly cause damn cheem. crazy australians :O

hehe today i went home early from training! cause i was feeling abit unwell and my right hand still hurts yeah. damn it. mmmmmm go home that time walking behind roline and naomi then idk why roline keep turn back o.o they walk super slow haha!

tomorrow no lessons :D :D :D
today shall slack~

looking forward to tomorrow's movie! :D

hohoho i helped some random person today.

anyway my right hand hurts more than ever ): WELL its a good excuse not to train :D i slept at range today hehehehe. anyway today was the same like everyday else. ms heng attitude like abit better (: but she still doesn't teach well -.- oh yeah when i go home that time weilin from behind walk past me and turned to look at me and i looked at her at the same time :O haha random. she looks kind of pretty (: omg haha.

erm anyway tomorrow got shiyongwen test )))))))): and haven't done sihan correctionsssssssss ah i want to sleep.

Click for fun.
Not rated 18 -.-
Its just pretty colours :D

http://teamdead.net/gentoo/e-shrooms/

Who the hell are those peepo on the cbox -.- go away lah.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh need colour art and draw the dnt thingy.

my heart is aching. physically. pain pain pain ):

These few days have been rather depressing, with the loss of a fellow -frog- and friend, I really hope things will get much much better sooner or later. Well when you reach the bottom, the only way to go is up! :D So I shall be positive and do homework :3

Rest in peace, friend.

think about it.
think about why.
think of the first time.
think of how you felt then.
think of him.
think of how you will feel.
think of choices.
think of what will happen if.
make a choice.

--------------------------------

Love is like.
Love is like thinking about that someone almost all the time.
Love is like knowing that someone is probably thinking about you too.
Love is like feeling happy when you think of that someone.
Love is like feeling down when you miss their presence.
Love is like knowing what that person would do, just for you.
Love is like doing things for that person from the bottom of your heart.
Love is like putting up with that person when he/she is busy.
Love is like knowing that person won't mind what you are doing.
Love is like having the fullest attention of that someone when you need them.
Love is like giving your fullest attention to the person when they need you.
Love is like knowing that person out there would be willing to do anything for you.
Love is like being willing to do anything for that one person.
Love is like being able to smile when you think of that someone.
Love is like making that someone smile whenever you can.
Love is like feeling butterflies when that person is near you.
Love is like... an indescribable feeling.

Seeing so many others fall in love, and fall out of love, makes you kind of wanting not to believe in love anymore. Its like they always start out passionately, all that joy and content at the start, but later it just slowly withers away, like a flower without water. The petals, slowly but surely, start to drop one by one, and then one day either one of those lovers will lose that love they had for the other. They always end painfully. The one who had to face the truth, or the one who had to tell the truth, those two won't treat other the same again. No matter what you say or what you think, somehow, something just reminds you the past and then those feelings come back again, that guilt, or that hurt. Is it worth it for exchanging a period of longer pain for a moment of happiness? I don't know.

zomg honestly i gotta stop falling asleep in class )))): and today i think i didn't get what mr miao was teaching and practically blankly copied from his answers :O I NEED TO BUCK UP OMG. Okay I should probably sleep right now but idk whats holding me back ley. Gogogo! :D

and drama night alot people like catch no ball :O haha no offence though.
damn 09 retards.

and there's something making me hold back my feelings.

die penguins. or i can't view my blog through my phone.

ah anyway today is yet another boring day spent at school and i think i fell asleep 5 times or something :O english is killing my brain cells so hurray for LEVEL 3 ): less is more so why don't you give lesser homework, whisper. (oh yeah whisper is sofy's best friend. get it(: )

ahhh today ah heng damn gl and kpkb here and there and tell me TO SIAM then call me back for help. seriously who gave you a cert for teaching anyway. your instructor must have stamps over his eyes.

:@ someone else is treating me very differently nowadays and its freaking me out honestly. i'm afraid omgzxc. ah anyway still got chinese journal ): and physics which i don't understand at all )): and i failed chinese sihan again ))): everything's going downhill at this point. something better happens please :/

Person: So you don't like her anymore meh?
Me: Yeah I guess.
Person: Then what will you do if one day she like you ley?
Me: I know it won't happen.
Person: How can you be so sure..?
Me: :/

zzz.
today i reached home ate dinner and slept and woke up.
and i did 2 renderings of the dnt thingy.
now i feel like sleeping.

hahahaha i think after n2d2 i got lighter :D

Know what to expect, know what not to. Because greater expectations behold greater disappointment. Having an answer before its too late is much better than living in false hopes.

Anyway I'm not emoing hahaha. Today has been fairly boringzzz, play abit basketball in the morning, came back and did homework. 90% of the time spent doing random things -.- ENGLISH SUCKS. :/ okay one english worksheet done, umm history journal done, left like more english and maths. I DON'T HAVE GRAPH PAPER :O got to go buy lah!

JL you're so random. what do you do in your free time i wonder. anyway i'm 2nd most shuai in shooting according to you and yujie hahahaha which makes me feel better about myself. but i don't really think i'm all that ley ):

okay problems problems problems. i wish someone would appear in my life to hold my hand and make it all feel better.

chasing after people is bad! you'll fall down and get hurt ): wait for people to come up to you (: and nobody has the right to take away your happiness! thats all i want to say haha. i'm done with you. moving on, moving on. no more than just friends.

but i'm inclined to ask why.

I'm expecting too much.

解铃必需系铃人。

Eh hi (: sighs I should be studying for bio tmr but I'm on the com #@%^! zzz.

The sunset was awesomely awesome, beautiful, exhilarating, amazing, fabulous, wonderful and the most breathtaking I've ever seen from the little window out of my room.

Okay moving on, today today today I think shooting was damn boring and I just lost my interest in it. Sighs. I can't keep this up if this goes on. But its not like I can do anything about it. I try to put in effort but nothing productive ever comes out. Why have I become like that. Haiyyyyyyy.

Anyway, I've sorted out my thinking. I've learnt to set things right and know my priorities right now, so maybe I should rethink my wishes. Though the unpredictable can always happen, I hope that maybe it'll turn out right then. I've also started to do homework somehow much more earlier than the due dates this time :O hehe idk why lah. Maybe I've changed.

Play with those penguins yeah.
They go where the mouse goes :D
Make them do 360 degree turns till their necks break off.

I want to know what you really feel about all this.

I don't want to lose them all. I don't want to leave this class. I want everyone, to be in the same class. It just bothers me how many days we have left together as a class. I will really miss everyone next year ):

Honestly right now if anyone were to ask me what feelings I still have for you, I would say there is none alrights (: But well nobody seems to believe me because of your constant recurrence in almost everything that I post online, maybe I should doubt myself about myself.

Okay I shall be as truthful as I can in this post.
The only, only reason I didn't want to let go of you was well, I thought that I could just be someone who's great and all and (-.-) just wait wait wait and wait until maybe one day you would give me another chance. Ofc I've come to realise that that would not do any good to anyone, cause its just plain wishful thinking and such. Because no matter how much we want something that's gone, it still won't ever come back. So I've tried here and there to stop thinking or writing anything about you which eventually succeeds after long persuasion of some people. Still the random what if's pop up in my mind every now and then and I just can't help but feel that maybe umm... w/e I don't wanna talk about that. So right now, I've decided to well just stop liking anyone. Since everything just ends in the end. Maybe friendships are better.

And I shall admit that well most of the things I write are coded to well... I don't know. Maybe provoke thought in you. So, I'm sorry for whatever bullshit I ever wrote that probably make you feel uncomfortable or pissed or whatever.

Maybe she's right, maybe one day you'll come to cherish me again just like how you used to, instead of shunning me away just like how you've been doing so for the past months. But I'm not going to care. Because no, I'm not going think too far ahead about what the future entails for our friendship anymore, and I'm going to forget the past. All I'm going to care about, is now. I'm not going to be waiting for the day when you'll realize how much I used to treasure our friendship, or the day when you'll come to remember how you treated me in return. Maybe you used to be a part of my everyday, but no - not anymore. -raindropsonroses

I think I need some place where I can just write what I want without having people to see it.

:$ shy.

Better sleep now before I fall sleep in class and wake up and this happens.

close eyes, open eyelids : *woah why the hell is everyone staring at me.*

Ahhahaha!

-Bananas! :D

-New phone! :3

-Daydreaming!

-Pandas! They're cute.

-Gatsby ads!

-Big smiles!

-The 'no link' sign! \m/

-Iced Milo haha!

-Wandering around town!

-Basketball and soccer!

-ANDANDAND TOAST WITH LOTS OF PEANUT BUTTER :D

Kaleidoscope was aweeeeee-some!
Enough said.

Got new phone :D
Samsung!
Don't disappoint me. (:

Take note, there is no reason for you to hand in the assignment late. No excuses/reasons will be entertained (Popular ones include, "Ohh the one suppose to print it out is not here today" or "My printer no ink"). It's a group essay and therefore, everyone of you is responsible in ensuring that the assignment is done, printed and handed in ON TIME. The only excuse acceptable is if all of the group members are absent on that day. (Chances of that happening is as high as North Korea winning World Cup 2010).

Gosh I just noticed I randomly typed a GONE in the random typing.
ZOMG

Came back from camp not too long ago! Camp was pretty much alright yeah, except that the campers weren't so high all the while. They even showed us seniors attitude sometimes. Still, due to our awesomeness we still got the camp going on, even if we looked retarded being so jumpy whilst the others were just stoning there. So thank you all of the camp committee, everyone is a part of this awesomeness! :D

Okay the only thing I disliked from the camp was the fact that we had to sleep at 1.30 in the wee hours till a miserable 5.30 at dawn. I think I was half asleep most of the time.

"Unrequited love's a bore

And I've got it pretty bad

But for someone you adore

It's a pleasure to be sad"

The things you won't ever notice, I will.

The things you don't think about, I shall.

The things you forgot, I remember.

The you that I knew, is different.

The words that you say, I repeat.

The I that you know, has changed.

The memories I have, I let go.

...

#1:

haha i'm getting lame with random titles.

today i want to talk about you!

hmm seems like you're happier nowadays and still having random moods as ever. still i can't help but feel that something's still bothering you or something's changed about you. anyways, i know i should be over you and that you wouldn't want me to be like this, but well its probably going to take some time and maybe i'll come to like someone else instead. okay moving on!

and you!

so i haven't talked to you for a long time. but its not like i don't care, but most likely i really don't have much to say to you since you have ehem. and i'm starting to dislike him too but well who am i to judge others? anyways hope you'll be happy with him and whatever. maybe i'm just jealous -.-

okay i'm just playing with the scrolling bar at the side now cause i'm really bored and hope that you and you will be happy (:

okay the title doesn't make sense for a title.

anyways.
I WOKE UP LATE TODAY ZOMG.
i was like *yawns* i feel so not-tired and OMG ITS 9.47AM?!
then i checked my phone and there was like 3 missed calls and 1 message -.-
then called zowie and rushed to school. still take my time put gel hahaha.
reach school at idk i think 10.15am or smth. suppose to meet at 9 -.-
went on with the dry run, but two people *ehem* keep forget to signal and then give up haha.
slacked at canteen for awhile and i think i drank 3 packets of milo today :D
charmaine gave me a voodoo doll of some guy sitting on a broom :/
the others bought alot of random stuff from china! got one rainbow wig O.O
then went to range to see CUTE juniors :D gave meihui pressure while she shot hehehe.
she was like *bang* 10! then smile at us. then *bang* 4 and gave that :3 look.

i realise i keep use 'then' alot :/

AFTERWARDS it was like our training lah then i shoot until quite jialat leh.
wl keep give me that weird weird look while i shot.
training was quite normal -in other words boring- as usual :/
then dismissed and i locked up everything like everytime else.
i left my bag inside the armory then had to open again to take out.
hehehehe i so absent-minded.

i bought waffles before going home :D
i love waffles!

Okay I'm gonna post about the past few days!

-Friday

Went school for dry run for shooting camp! Had some fun leading fellow shooters blindfolded hehehehe. Zhuuuwie looked retarded with her pink blindfold :D Anyways then went back home to take the soccer ball and brought to school to play! Went to sam's friend house first to pump the ball but his friend couldn't find the needle thingy lol. Those two damn comical :D Just went back to school and kicked the ball around almost everywhere.

-Saturday

Nothing much on, memorable trip to universal studios :D :D :D
Its only TWO dollars after 7+ pm, so why not? The place was damn damn damn nice! Though half the place was sealed off D: The fries were nice yeah! The hershey's world was awesome! I wish I could buy everything there :/ The popcorn store beside was even more nice! The smell was so addictive :D Popcorn damn ex, really spent alot of money that day.

-Today!

Went bukit timah to trek and plan the route for shooting camp! I wore sneakers which were ridiculously painful for trekking D: Walk walk walk until one damn steep flight of stairs! I think my legs are hurting already D: Came down through some random rocky route, then turned around and went back because not sure if the route was safe. In the end spend around 1 hour to get back down to ground. Then went to airport to welcome the ppl who went to shanghai! Ate macs first at T2 then went back to T3 cause some idiot thought the arrival would be at T2 :P Then went to basement to buy stuff! CANDY EMPIRE is like wow + awesome. Bought the chocolate with coffee beans inside, damn nice luh. Went home after that, took bus 27 which lasted like one hour or so. Siying and I were staring out of the window and talking. After reach int. then went to challenger with siying to buy earpiece! I settled on the $39 earpiece from SONY after quite some time. Siying is jealous muahahahahahaha!

Quite happy these few days, :>
But haven't started on holiday homework !#%$^@

OMNOMNOMNOM.The fact that I got worried maybe shows that I still feel something.

Maybe I should stop dwelling in the past.

Every single day, the same words seem to echo through my mind.
The same thoughts, pondered over and over again.
The same questions I ask myself.
The same answer I'll always get.

But I choose to believe, I choose to be optimistic.
I choose to not trust the answer I know will be.
I want to believe I can create what I want.

But as time passes, the hope I have will wither.
Bit by bit, soon anyone would give up.

I want to believe in fate.

Don't worry about people from the past, there's a reason why they didn't make it into your future.

Believe in yourself.

Had an awesome time today :)
Went jogging with kawchun in the morning, ran 2 rounds around the park.
Then went to some japanese shabu shabu restaurant with his bro and sis!
They were so nice to treat me lunch, I feel guilty .________.
Went to sentosa and played beach volleyball for some time.
I picked it up quite fast for a first timer :D
Anyway played a friendly with kawchun's sister's friends.
They were quite good yeah, it was fun and tough to play with them!
Then kawchun's sis treated me icecream! It was so expensive I felt bad ):
She still gave me a ride home! Thanks alot :D

Who do I turn to when the whole world turns on me?
I feel like I'm all alone in this world.

And I want to say that I’m okay being alone, and I want to show you I’m okay being alone, but even if I said it, I wouldn’t mean it. To be quite honest, the only thing getting me through these days is the false hope that things are going to be okay, that they’re going to get better. But without you, I’m never okay because you’re the only thing that makes me better.

— (via raindropsonredroses)

Some words are better left unspoken.

You're still the over-emotional, happy go lucky, special and caring person I once knew.

It’s not that I miss you. I just, for some reason, keep thinking you’re going to walk through that door and tell me that you miss me and you want me and can’t imagine your life without me. I keep thinking you need me and you’re randomly going to call me, IM me, or text me. I keep waiting for the moment you’re going to come up to me and tell me all this… then I realize why you haven’t done it yet… because none of it’s true. You’ve moved on now, and you’re happy. Without me.

— (via raindropsonredroses)

It’s hard when you miss people. But you know, if you miss someone, that means you’re lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.

“At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories”

—

-audrey via rituhmari (via lifeliveson) - “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you; then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should just be friends’ or ‘how very perceptive’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real get-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.” — (via raindropsonredroses)

red green red green red green O.O hahah okay damn random picture but srsly bored here.

okay hi hi hi hi hi and hello to whoever you are :)

Hello.

I think I'm tired physically and mentally.

I shall blog about today! Something I've never done in some shit years so yeah (:

I wanna live a life from a new perspective.

I’d rather have you happy without me, than miserable with me.

(via raindropsonredroses)

I would do anything for you to be happy.